Ban Appeal

I think my lack of understanding the freezzer system or me not taking the rules seriously is what got me banned on my second chance

I should have corrected myself as fast as possible back then, I should have listen to the admins, I should not have been disrupting the arena match,

I think its my Idiotic behaviour that got me banned the first time, I should not have been posting food pictures in the discord server

You may be asking why i should be unbanned, And honestly i dont have a clear awnser to that. But what i know is that people can be retarded and idiotic
But they can also change their behaviour based on previous punishments, I just feel guilt for screwing up my last chance, I shouldnt have been idiotic

I think because i kept going with this shitty behaviour is what caused me to gain a bad reputation around the server. I should not have been doing these behaviours in the first place, My second chance was my second chance, I should have stopped being an idiotic person by my second chance,

I think its because i didnt listen to the admins and their warnings is why i have been banned, It was stupid for me to act toxic to this extent

I poured money into the server because i loved to play on it, it was the only thing i was able to play

But i believe its because i was too young to understand or not willing to understand the system,

I would go and apologize to everyone i was being toxic to, if i could

I should not have been toxic towards the admins (Ive already apologized about that in DM's with one of them)

I hope i can just have one more time to prove myself of what i actually am and what my capabilities are

I just need time and effort

I forgive you, You can forgive me, But i dont forgive myself

https://cdn.discordapp.com/att…2360862588939/perkele.mp4